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I'm intrigued by the fact that I've been masturbating with my wife's image in mind recently. That hasn't happened in a while. Mostly because I haven't been able to come up with a good, fresh, hot image of her in my mind. But in the last few weeks I've seen her naked and aroused on several occasions. And that makes for a very nice mental picture. And if I have a picture of her in my mind, I often find it much more arousing to use that picture when I get myself off, rather than a picture of some random, unknown girl I've downloaded off the web. But any given mental image only lasts a few days--after which it must be refreshed. I remember back when we were starting to think about having children, and my wife and I were playing around in bed almost every day of the week, I almost stopped masturbating altogether. Almost. And when I did masturbate, it was invariably her image that was in my mind. I told her this when we had our discussion a few weeks ago. I wonder if it turns her on to know that I'm thinking of her in that way. She doesn't seem to like talking about it (her repressive upbringing still has a very firm hold on her) so I'm never quite sure what she's thinking, but I know it would damn well turn me on if I knew she was jilling off while thinking about me. Unfortunately I'm almost certain that she never masturbates (there's that repressive upbringing again). That's something I wish she would work on. How can you have a good sexual relationship with a girl who doesn't even have an interest in getting herself off? Sometimes she does have erotic dreams at night, but they are few and far between. Anyway, I hope this latest trend keeps up. If I go more than a few days without some lovin' from my honey, my mind starts to wander. And we all know where that can lead.